I open a book of my fortune..
I go through the pages of intellect....
I step on the shoes of lust...
And,I go on...
walk along the pavement for endless miles...
I search for someone to show me the way..
And,I presume,I'm creeping through the door of salvation!
But,this ain't a relief...
This can't change the Grey fabric..
I hear the cry;
And I get scared.
I try to hold nerves...
Yet,the drumbeats make me puzzled...
A distortion.....
of thoughts,of obsession,of weeping conscience!!
The strings emitting the tune of agony..
And,I swim against the waves of ferocity.......

It's no less intense
It's no more dilute..
these are the wounds of impatience..
the strokes of hazy paint of love on the dusty canvas...
I know not where to stop..
But I know I have to move..
I'm destined to roll a stone,too moist..
..moist with the tears of grief..
forever....
I'm here to fight my fortune..
So I go through the pale pages of my book....
I complete,
I close,..
But I can't stop.
And the motion can't cease....

Today,I opened my eyes...
Yeah!! I was quite dreamy...
Hmm.. I know not where I am...
I was searching for a Grey stick..
But I was stuck in the end..
Hey look!! a pale sunshine peering through the holes
of a door with cracks.....
I turned to my left-
And, I found a candlestick..
But.. no candle therein..
Well, the pale beam shows me the way now...
I looked down on the floor...
It was uneven..
But I stepped on my bare feet..
And, I opened the door-
No, it's not too bright today....
The blushing firmament trying to embrace the clouds of silent agony!!
Grass-lets silently weeping...
The tear drops kissing my feet.!!
It doesn't seem to be a long journey although..
It was hazy...
I could feel a touch..
It was so tender..
A gentle whisper into my ear..
And a smell of innocence..
I found nobody 'round me..
It was like a fairy in a daze..
I was diving into a vortex,new waves...
It was beautiful...
Yeah!! too beautiful...
I felt a sudden push....
I was searching for the pearl..again...
But,oh!! what's that..
That's the old Grey stick...I was searching for..
But, why.. why is it still Grey?

I tried to hold it with firm hands..
And then,
My eyes wondered...
I found my Grey paradise--
Yeah!! the same old dusty pigments..
with a cry of clusters!!

But hey!! It was bright....
when I was into it.
Maybe,
I have to see with eyes..
that are not my own...
My heart felt the sob of the Beast..
And there's no fragrance anymore!!!

Now I feel it's no new world....
A door can merely divide these two worlds.....
But,the glasses are opaque my brother..
Sunshine and darkness .. they are all vital illusions!!!
But they are pure...
And,this hemisphere is no different from the other..
They are just two sides....
of a Moronic Reality!!!
Like two sides
of an unbiased coin...
'Cause we are on the same stage of Insanity...

A pleasure knocks on the door....
I hear the clap..
An ecstatic call of pride...
My heart feels like a blushing bride...
Hey!!I feel so happy today..
A sudden arrival of acknowledgement..
The Doors of joy rattled....
The sunshine brings the warmth again...

But then,
I wake up to a cruel cry of conscience...
An upheaval of fanatic waves-
Leaves me in a desert without an oasis..
of peace,of joy,of endless miles of tiresome journey..
My dreams come onto a pavement to my paradise....
Anger trying to take my breath...
The alarm of Soul makes me scared...
I hear the sound again..
of a silent patrol -
of barking hounds..
their eyes with a lust....
to wreck a vengeance...
on an agent of Destruction...
A love breaks down....
I hear the fatal agony of my fate...
The noise of the claps turns heavy today...

Killing all the deadly insects

Breaking forth the walls of implications

And I go on questioning myself.-
"Who am I???!!!"

Dream(3)

A day dream-
That haunts me every now and then..
A piano's silent cry,
A realization through the flute's melancholy....
Wet grass-lets underneath my feet-
Dew droplets kissing my toe...
And the fragrant petals filling the thoughts with a liquor of joy...
A tender sunbeam kissing my girl's cheek...
And into the light-
I could find her waving her hands to call me back;
A sweet whisper,a soft touch shows me the way to peace...
The fountains have drenched withered leaves..
And,I've found the glimpse of the pearls..

And then I revealed my face..
My eyes twinkled..
But then, the fairy got scared!
she moved far away into the heaven..
Oh no!!
Now, I can't hear the flute's agony...
I come back into a life...
where devils pave the path to a Grey Paradise....
The sunbeam fades away....
And, I'm into the twilight of the dusk;
A dark veil covers my body..
The dusty clouds smothers the mask....

I'm left awaken into...
A Dazzle of the Dark!!

Dream(2)

I see a place...
where I am fated with my misfortune.
I dream of a space...
where I can find a divine destiny...
But the evil's mind won't open his door-
To step forward to a goal of mistrust.
I can't find the candle of wisdom today..
Although I am into the light.
Even through the darkest corner of my dream
A silent patrol of barking hounds makes me scared...
The ferocity bites me deep into my core..
And the violent rush makes me tired.

A rush to the seashore..
A rush to search for the pearls..
A journey through ups and downs..
A journey from the Grey to the White.

And,at the end of the day-
I can not make out what I can,
and I can what I can not...

Hey listen!!!!
It's all 'bout solving the puzzles;
It's all 'bout toiling on the Light.
'Cause you are not the Boon of Darkness today...
You can't cherish that evil taste...
You can't relish the flavour by now....

'Cause,you are a Saint's Agony!!!!!

Dream(1)

If you think of a dream..
Where people are trying to put their masks off,
Trying to put their swords against a rebel-
of fears,of tears,of gentle misbelief..
A tender veil of purity covers the views..
And,the fanatic waves leave the spaces unexplored..

And then you wake up-
You feel the smell of innocence,
But you hear a cry of ignorance-
And you open the door to sunshine...
You find a way to peace!!


Oh!! No!!!!
Again..
The alarm's ringing again...
like it does everyday..
The shrill woke me up..
with sweat drops on my forehead.....
But eyes,..still with a Dream of Impatience!!!!!

The white dove sailing through the sky,
My mind ends up crawling through the door of heaven..
I was busy with my works to complete..
to accomplish an evil endeavour..

But then a glimpse of hope beamed upon my shoulder..
A glare dazzled my eyes..
It was a force of ecstasy..
A dream without fantasy...

I looked to my left...
My thoughts were on the rise...
But the feelings darkened the sea of emotions..
A love wandered,puzzled..

But things are not upside down today..
It's left me firm on my feet..
I am the gift of an insane..
A weaver of pledges divine..
The sunshine's shown me the way ..
And the horizon is peeping through the windows..
I am left awaken
within my dreams of comfort...

The white dove has found her destiny..
And I've reached the bay....
I've found the new way.